The Clear Horizon

From oblivion of alcoholism into the light of sobriety

faith

  • I’m a cultist now

    This is, of course misleading and is maybe a bit click-baity for some, repulsing to others. What stands behind that? Well, on my journey along, and diving deep into, voids, chasms, roads, paths towards a clear horizon, philosophical questions and a meaningful life have become more important than simply working on aspects of my sobriety,… Read more

  • Dogma is not faith is not truth

    This post is somewhat related to the “Hyperion Cantos” which I am still working through but also some questions I have been pondering on a couple of days (or is it weeks?) now. I guess one of the reasons I never put myself in the hands of the AA or the Blue Cross or other… Read more

  • Giving meaning to the eternal Horror that is called the cycle of life

    Have you ever watched the film Vivarium? No? Well, I would say it’s one of the most unsettling films I’ve ever seen. Here’s why and why it’s important for my voyage. It’s not a Lovecraftian film in the strict sense. But it has a lot of the implications of the insignificance of humans in the… Read more